It’s been a while since I’ve posted and I have to admit something: I did not miss the blog.
I started this blog almost a year ago and I thought that this was exactly what I wanted to do. I felt I had the time and the mindset, I was right but I was also wrong.
I don’t love blogging like I thought. I thought because I love to write, this was a perfect match but no. I’ve lost total interest and I realize that my heart isn’t in it. If I’ve learned anything in the last two years, it was to not do anything your heart isn’t in.
I’ve been going back & forth with myself with this issue for about 3 months now. It’s a new year and I don’t want to spend any time doing anything that I don’t love. I need to improve myself and focus.
I should’ve started blogging five years ago or maybe I should start blogging again five years from now..but right now is not the time. I love to write, I love words and painting a beautiful picture with them. However, I’ve realized that with this blog, I’ve been writing what I think people want to read instead of what I want to write.
Some of its been good, some uninteresting and a couple of posts were great. But it’s time to move on. I’m not giving up or being down on myself, I’m simply moving forward to figure out what I truly love, harness my talents, continue to build a beautiful life and moving forward from there.
Thank you all for being a part of my blogging experience & thank you for reading! I’ll always appreciate the love and devotion.
Don’t be ashamed of your sins because they provide life lessons!
Good Luck & Goodbye…for now. Who knows, Maybe I’ll be back to blogging someday.
Stay focused, stay fly & build a beautiful life.
SINNER IN THE CITY<3